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Your Own. Personal. Anti-Christ. Why there are some huge a-holes out there at the moment.
Why you have come across more than your fair share of bullies and unsavoury types at the moment. Why they are leading you back to yourself at this momentous time in our evolution, and why your humanity MUST recognizance the damage they are doing.Please let me know how this resonates in the comments!
If you haven’t got Depeche Mode in your head, you havent’ read that right!
Many of you over the last few months will have found that you are facing your fears, not in an easy way, but through the embodiment of a particular individual. Someone who holds much of what makes you feel all levels of icky, anger, annoyance and downright fear.
Mass Consciousnesses Directive
If you keep up with any of the bits and pieces that I put out, the theme for the last few months has been apocalyptic. “They were given power over a fourth of the earth to kill by sword, famine, and plague, and by the wild beasts of the earth. (Revelation 6:7-8)“. I was given information last year by Archangel Azrael that he was returning, to give us new understanding, and that it was time for the righteous to be counted, to be stood up and be seen. Please see my blog about calling out the Spiritual Community here.
Now I know this is all very biblical language, which for me as a retired-Catholic, is very easy for me to get my head around and translate into modern language. So if this doesn’t come as easily, I do apologise! And I will endeavour to make this as reader friendly and vitally, non fear based, as possible.
Death, or as we know him Azrael, brings with him famine – starvation, plague – disease, the sword – war/fighting & the wild beasts of the Earth – retaliation of Mother Earth.
Four Horsewomen of the Apocalypse – Iren Horrors – Deviant Art
Four Areas of Human Transformation
For those of you who don’t know, Archangel Azrael helps us with transformation, the biggest one being death. So he is here to transform us. Please have a look at my blog about Azrael here!
So far he is helping us transform through plague – the Corona Virus being the biggest plague to have hit us since the Spanish Influenza (more info here!), although when we look at Ebola and other illnesses, the striking thing is that we have managed to avoid them in the West. And let’s face it, we think the world revolves around us; partly to do with the amount of power we hold.
What I also find interesting is if you believe that corona virus was natural and not man made (we are not going through that worm hole today ladies and gents!) is that it comes from bats. It comes from wild beasts. Now I don’t know if we are going to be having herds of wildebeest or highland cattle (they are ferocious looking) or wild pigs (they are ferocious acting!) running through our streets, but I cannot not miss the cross over here.
The civil unrest, Azrael’s sword, which has resulted from the feelings of frustration and tension already increased through the virus, has been sparked by much needed questioning of selves and society over equality for all non white people living within predominately white societies. Those of you who work with the Tarot will know that in part, Swords represent focus and mindset. As part of my self questioning, and my need to look at our spiritual community as a whole I will be addressing the Spiritual Cultural Appropriation issue on Friday 9th July – 7.30pm GMT/BST and 2.30pm EST/EDT. Please get a reminder or catch up here! But I digress ever so slightly. This is a period of transformation; action! Anger is action at it’s rawest. Overdue and unrecognised NEED for change, actioned by Spirit. Don’t think the Universe hasn’t got a higher plan. Don’t fight the anger; aid the change however you can. And first and foremost you need internal change before that can reach out. I always talk about in my Divine Healing Service, healing starts within before it goes out! Please feel free to catch up on my playlist here!
We have not seen starvation, Azraels’s famine, in the waves that I will expected with the corona virus. Honestly I have done nutty stuff like had a little store of dried goods in my home for some time. This isn’t fear; this is practical! I am blessed that I can cook and so the panic over food never hit me as it did others at the beginning of the pandemic. I did a couple of big, just in case shops, knowing that if it ended up being the army stood at the end of the road with dried rice and beans, that I could cook a kick ass meal for sure! There is much to be said about ensure that you are grounded via your connection to your food – doesn’t mean you can’t buy processed but keeping the balance is tantamount.
However I believe that there may also be another interpretation to the word Famine, and so I am open to any suggestions you may have. One thought is changing from a fear based lack of abundance mindset; thinking everything from hording to have too much, to always needing a full cupboard to feel safe (apparently why people bought too much loo roll!). Survival v Thrive mentality isone I have visited myself a lot over the last few years.
I would be interested to see if there is another level to this; I cannot tell you in all honesty. All I know is that by continuing to take confidence from the fact that I am focused on what is really important in life, and knowing that we live in disgustingly plentiful times we live in the UK, everything will be okay.
Change is coming; transformation is coming. And that’s okay.
You Own Personal AntiChrist
But getting back to the Anti-Christ. Hands up who has faced their nemsis, or nemeses over the last few months?
Me, me, meeeee!
The term anti-christ really isn’t used in the Bible as much as think it is. It is generally mentioned in the Book of John. It is a term used when speaking about people who do not recognise the Christ Energy. It is also spoken of that as Jesus comes back to walk on the Earth, more anti-christs shall appear.
My belief for many many years has been that Jesus will not incarnate again through one being (I probably started talking about this openly maybe 7 years ago). He is incarnating through the hearts, souls and minds of many of us. It is that connection into the Christed Consciousness vibration, which some of us are aware of and many of us are not. We are the carnal carriers for this Christ energy. I think it has become clear that the Christ energy, incarnate through Krishna, and Buddha, Jesus, Lugh, Appollo and Mohammad, among many others, has allowed for the message of the Christ to move among us all. To help us embrace and understand our human emotions, rather than Spiritually ByPassing them (see my blog here!) has been the aim of that energy. But different leaders have created division, rather than unity. Now the aim is unity.
So we all have an anti-christ to deal with. Some horrendous bully, that paints themselves as anything but? Maybe you are shocked that noone else can see someone for who they really are? Maybe it is a someone you have had around you for a long time and all of a suddent, you see them in a different light. In any case, you are really struggling to tolerate or deal with person. Maybe you have already dealt with them, and are reeling fro the aftermath. John of Patmos, within Revelations, dealt with his own version of this, as he called churches for their poor behaviour. Now we must for the same thing.
You will have been triggered substantially. For a reason. By Spirit.
Your Human Emotions are A Beautiful Way for Your Soul to Talk to you
The point isn’t to bypass this reaction or these emotions. The point is to understand that humanity IS these emotions. Spirit only experience from the heart up; they experience love only! They see love and hear love and speak love and feel love! If we needed to do everything from the heart up, we would not be here quite frankly (incarnation is a, quite frankly, a very messy business!).
Emotions push you to where you need to be looking.
Anger highlights a need for change unseen and leads us to our passion.
Apathy highlights a need to look at your connection into other humans & leads us to our passion.
Jealousy highlights what you want from your life.
Shame leads you to where you need to heal and take pride in yourself.
Regret leads you to unsaid apology and a need to accept where you are in your own life.
People pleasing leads you to self love and self worship.
And so the list goes on!
What these emotions lead you back to is yourself; is YOUR truth. Your personal power. If you have always looked at yourself and humanity in a way that doesn’t evaluate with the rest of humanity; this is your time. ‘The Meek Shall inherit the Earth’. And you do that by being you the best way you can. But you must do you unapologetically.
Those that stand up and talk to others of healing, but have bypassed healing themselves shall be unheard. Those that twist the word of God for their own needs shall be homeless. Those that no longer hear the cries of their fellow man shall be penniless. So fight. Stand, feel your power and your awe and watch the mighty fall.
Me personally; the parts of my personality which have always been used as weapons against me by others, are: (Self) Righteousness, Too intelligent, stubborn. I learned over the years that people didn’t enjoy being told, even very nicely, by a young woman, that they may have been looking at the situation a different way. I was told the words I used were too long and made people feel stupid. If I knew something was right, I just knew it was right. And if I had a fire in my belly about something being wrong, I way said, even if it meant that I was the one who got myself into trouble. People said I didn’t like being wrong; no. I just knew sometimes that something was right. This lead to me not speaking as I was disempowered in my words; which lead to anger and frustration. And so I would only speak when I had to; when the feeling of something being wring was too strong! I have learned to take all of that back by the way. And in doing so I have learned to voice myself from a place of logic and self righteousness and to know that if I want to be stubborn about something that something is righteous, it is the hand of God/Goddess working through me in all it’s glory!
Your emotions will show you your God-given pathway; your life mission. Your Greater Good. Do not be afraid to step onto it. This is the time when Azrael asks us to stand up and be counted; to be seen! I know this is hard for many Emapths and so you need to hear this about your pathway.
I have had a couple of truly horrendous experiences, some involving some very high up member of the churches or spiritual communities. They were awful at the time and left me battered and bruised.
But I stopped a cycle in my life, and subsequently a cycle in the lives of others, where had I not said anything, had I not called them out for their behaviour they would have simply carried on with that behaviour.
By knowing myself, by trusting myself and my pathway, my connection and the fact that fundamentally I am a good person who has faced my own personal fears, my own personal demons and done that deep inner work we needs to. I feel confident i the fact that I have something to say which is of substtance. Which is of value. Which others needs to hear. When I speak it I draw my soul group close. I open up others to a new part of their life, and I could not have done that if I didn’t speak. The job of the Empath is too heal. Ourselves first and foremost. But we also act as mirrors for others, in order so that they may see themselves more clearly.
If Azrael is looking for change we must invoke the voice as part of that process. If any of you study manifestation through Qabbalah, you will know that the spoken word is a vital part of that process. So speak.
Facing my personal anti-christs has not been easy. But in facing some heavy hitters, who through everything they could back at me in order to not look at themselves, I have rid myself of their demons. Which as an Empath I was holding. I allowed myself to step into myself and my true life’s calling in another way; a deeper way. I further strengthen who I am, and what I stand for.
I have also lost other people who felt the need to take sides. And that’s fine. That is their path and I love them for being on it. Love them for maybe not feeling like they can move away from that person for reasons of vulnerability in their lives. Maybe I have laid a seed for a trigger of their own and our paths will cross again. Or maybe they have something else to learn for themselves to remain in that situation. Maybe they resonate with that person’s soul; maybe they are a part of the same mission as that person who they are main to pushing others towards their pathways ion spite of themselves. In which case, I can love them from where they are; afar. they are too toxic for me to have close in my my life and still be able to live.
The fact is that the truth will always out. The truth will always be seen; even if it takes sometime. And I trust that everything happens at the time it is meant to.
Back to Self
The core of the matter is being seen for who I am and what I stand for in life. The more I AM. The More I am ME. Those that trigger me and push my buttons, simply direct me to being myself. And so there is something to be said of the sacrifices these current versions of these souls are making. The a***holes they are being, in order to push everyone else into a place of love. And the reason they can do that? Is because we are human. Because we are grounded into our reality and into the heartbeat of then planet. Alongside the heartbeat of the planet we hear the heartbeat of our fellow man. In recognising as humans, that these people disgust and the repugnancy of these individuals, IS THE ONLY thing you can do. In being grounded we recognise their souls mission, but we do not bypass our reality. Our grip on reality, is what allows us to see the damage that these souls are doing, and in our action to be an antidote in the best way you can be, in being an active part of the remedy, we are helping them complete their soul mission.
So recognising someone is an A***hole, you are doing the work of Spirit! That is being grounded for you ey?!
This is the age of Responsibility, and we have a duty to be responsible for each ourselves; and others for themselves.
I would really love to hear if this resonates with you (I don’t know if my work is hitting the spot unless I get a like or comment 🙏) and where you are with your own personal anti-christ.
Loveas always
Rachael x
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